So I'm living at home again. So my projects are partially on hold.

Living at home just seems to put me in an endless frustrated/angry mode. I try to hide it behind a joyful outer expression, or playful even, but it's really just anger. I HATE having to come home over and over again. It's like life slaps you in the face and calls you a big failure. Tired of meeting new people and making friends only to have to never hear/see from most again.

Guess I'll keep trying, not like I can do anything other than that.
Angry or not, I don't intend to give in or give up.

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I've been so depressed I've not made any progress with Alchemic Blue or my comic/manga submission. I am going to try and push myself a little more this week. When I work on anything it tends to reflect my mood(naturally), I've seriously lightened the tone of my manga over time, but Legend of Zieke originally started out as a VERY dark story, so I'm kinda interested in playing with the story and tweaking it a little to be more like that.

It's hard to make an angry but not emo character sometimes, know what I mean?



That's all for now.

-Genko

PS: I'm more excited about DC Universe Online coming out that Final Fantasy XIV. I mean, I get to make a Hero and stop the Joker, Clayface, Two Face, and so forth! Or I could join them. How can I not be excited!